© ℗ Tim J Rowe 2006.
WARNING: THIS SONG CONTAINS FILTHY LYRICS!!
I was playing about looking for a chunky synth riff, and it being a nice big dirty sound put me in a nice big dirty mood and so I wrote a theme surrounding revenge.
The truth behind the lyrics is that I had secretly fancied 'the popular girl' since the first day of secondary school, but my being uncomfortable growing into my skin and hanging around with girls led her to decide that I was gay, and make sure everyone knew it. Fairly heart breaking when you're 11 - 16, especially when her little group of boys start playing along and for years I'm scared of walking down the corridor, let alone answering questions in my classes. At the time I didn't realize I was being bullied into silence and unfortunately teachers took this for laziness and gave up on me a bit, so I took to trying to prove my worth at every opportunity, mainly music and sports. However, football took the circumstances into the village teams where I'd stand up for myself with the backing of my village team-mates and then shit myself at having to face the same bullies alone in school the next day. It turned me into a nervous wreck and I've never lost that sense of irrational blind panic. Or justification.
Anyway, I digress. I ran into the girl a few years later at a club and made sure she knew just how much she'd messed my head and school-life up, then the next day with a hangover invented the exaggerated version of actually dating your old school bully and taking revenge on the washed-up whore she would inevitably become in her desperate need for followers and acceptance.
The actual words come from a book of rude slang that I was given one Christmas, and I basically put a bunch of theose phrases together to try and blur the graphic content with quick wording. Well, until the chorus of course.
Watch the video at
www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OEPWPp2DFc