I Don't Care

from 2007: Born Again by Tim J Rowe

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© ℗ Tim J Rowe 2006.

WARNING: THIS SONG CONTAINS FILTHY LYRICS!!

I was playing about looking for a chunky synth riff, and it being a nice big dirty sound put me in a nice big dirty mood and so I wrote a theme surrounding revenge.
The truth behind the lyrics is that I had secretly fancied 'the popular girl' since the first day of secondary school, but my being uncomfortable growing into my skin and hanging around with girls led her to decide that I was gay, and make sure everyone knew it. Fairly heart breaking when you're 11 - 16, especially when her little group of boys start playing along and for years I'm scared of walking down the corridor, let alone answering questions in my classes. At the time I didn't realize I was being bullied into silence and unfortunately teachers took this for laziness and gave up on me a bit, so I took to trying to prove my worth at every opportunity, mainly music and sports. However, football took the circumstances into the village teams where I'd stand up for myself with the backing of my village team-mates and then shit myself at having to face the same bullies alone in school the next day. It turned me into a nervous wreck and I've never lost that sense of irrational blind panic. Or justification.
Anyway, I digress. I ran into the girl a few years later at a club and made sure she knew just how much she'd messed my head and school-life up, then the next day with a hangover invented the exaggerated version of actually dating your old school bully and taking revenge on the washed-up whore she would inevitably become in her desperate need for followers and acceptance.

The actual words come from a book of rude slang that I was given one Christmas, and I basically put a bunch of theose phrases together to try and blur the graphic content with quick wording. Well, until the chorus of course.

Watch the video at www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OEPWPp2DFc

lyrics

Lyrics:

Take a little look at all the hookers around you!
Took everything you said when you never meant to surround you
With a lot of tighter, hotter little riders of cock
And they’re getting better than you got!
You should’ve listened in your lessons but you were messing about!
Could’ve been better than wetter whenever a school test fell second best to a man on a bike
Now you suck dick better than you read or you write!

Take a minute to finish and wish it was me
Taking your blindfold off so you can finally see
How many people are paying in white powder and green
To watch an underage girl taking deep throat!
I know money and fame is the name of your game
And the shame came late to a girl in the same way
A bird of prey feeds on the dead everyday. You ain’t the first death!
I just wanted to say:

I don’t care if you won’t go down on me!
Your sister always will, then your mum can suck on my nuts
While you sleep!
I don’t care if I push in too deep!
You didn’t think about that in school when you used to bully me!

It all started ‘cos you pissed me off!
Take it from the top to the bottom, from the blowjob to the sodomy.
In your straddle-academy there’s a battle inside of me:
“Do I be what I wanna be or be fucking the night?”
I’ll be smoking a doobie while you be smoking the bone.
I gotta get it together and you can finish alone.
You’re a slam-hound, corn-holed charity lay, and I’m getting to steppin’ and I ain’t gonna pay!

You live you life just like a broken arrow: no direction.
I won’t name names but you know who you are…
I’m only nasty cos you were much worse but didn’t see it, and now it’s gone this far I just don’t care!

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from 2007: Born Again, released January 1, 2007

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Tim J Rowe England, UK

The honour of creating a soundtrack to moment or memory is one I hope to achieve with you somewhere here in these 13 albums. I've enjoyed living all of them. I hope you will as well. Much love.
Tim

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